In My Opinion

I am visiting my old high school today. Not the one I graduated from. The one before that one. The fancy $30K a year prep school that I walked away from. That one.

And because I'm Michelle and because I feel the weight of things, big and small, today is a big deal to me. In so many ways.

I wanted to write something to give to them.

And as I wrote and revised, I really began to ask myself, "Do I tell the truth?"

I really began to ask myself some important questions.

Anyhow, here is what I'm handing out:

 

In My Opinion

Photography is everywhere. Photographers are everywhere. From the paparazzi to the ad campaigns to the tiny exhibit in the local library to your instagram feed. It all looks so damn pretty. And there’s nothing wrong with pretty, but I’m in this life for more than playing pretend.

Here’s the thing.

I still believe that photography has the power to save the world. I still believe that photography has the power to save our broken hearts. I still believe that photography has power.

But in order to tell those healing stories; in order to be a vehicle of change, you have to go deep within the seat of your soul, and then shoot from one place: the truth.

Is it easy? Nope. Will there be rejection and intimidation and swimming against the tides? Probably.

But all of that will only make you a stronger artist.

It’s not about the magazine covers, or the credibility or the book rights. It’s not about how many ‘likes’ you get or how many teachers tell you ‘good job.’

 

We have to be careful about which carrots we are chasing.

 

Images that speak to people, even when they can’t quite pinpoint why or how; doing the work that takes your business off of the page, off of Facebook and the internet, and into the real-life heart of living, that’s the work that’s worth doing.

When you take the time to unplug from it all, and tap into your message, your story, your gorgeous and authentic view of the world.

When you get the should-boogie-man off your back.

When you dare to stand in the pouring rain of your truth without an umbrella.

Then your images will save the world.

Then your images will sing with the power of a hundred choruses, because then, and only then, will you be telling the stories we all so desperately need to hear.

Photographers are everywhere, and it is my invitation to you, when you bring that camera or that phone or whatever the future holds up to your face, to be one of the ones who tells the truth.

baby greyson

I cried on the drive home from the hospital today. Photographing this beautiful baby boy, less than 24 hours old, melted me. Those first 24 hours of being a family. Such a profound mix of chaos and beauty and exhaustion and exhilaration. Mostly beauty.

 

Jackie is one of the most talented wedding planners I have ever worked with. And now I can also say, without a doubt, she is also one of the most incredible Mothers.

Witnessing her and Wayne gracefully step into this new chapter of their lives together was a complete honor. 

 

 

 

 

Ohm Report 3

  Do I still go to yoga everyday, twice a day? No. The most intense part of my new journey is behind me. But I needed that huge dose of self-love and discipline to recalibrate.

And now it is so much a part of everything I do. Everything feels slower, more infused with intention, golden and glowing and lovely.

Taking the time to connect to my breath, even in the middle of the fifteen-thousand-things-to-do-tornado, even just for three seconds, is everything to me now. I close my eyes, place both hands on my heart and reconnect. It's true what they say about breathing. It is such a miraculous thing, really.

My heart now knows where Home is; and for this I have no words to express my profound gratitude.

 

 

Happy Chocolate Day

Everyone's all grouchy like, "Today is a silly holiday created for the commercialization of emotion, suckers!" And our house is just like, "An excuse to eat handfuls of chocolate all day? We. Are. IN!"

Happy Love Day!

 

 

Taking The Leap

The longer you wait for the future, the shorter it will be.

This image. This simple iphone capture right here. It looks like nothing. It looks like no big deal, some guy standing at his computer. So what?

But this image. This is everything.

This is the culmination of two years of kicking and screaming and fearing and doubt. This is the culmination of countless hours stuck in a cubical with a breaking heart and a back pocket filled with dreams and wishes.

This is Thomas hitting 'send' on his letter of resignation from his day job.

This is us, with our faces to the sunshine and our arms open wide, shouting, at the top of our lungs, "Yes!"

(People are asking me, "What's next!?" Big, beautiful things are coming and as much as I want to announce them right this very second, it's juuuuust not time yet. Almost. So close. For now I just want to be completely open and share this incredible process!)